Late September 18, 2004
Due to the fact I was feeling sad, I stop my bike ride early. Since Kelsey has been out of contact, I've given up. Besides, everyone says that the harder you try, the less you'll find. I believe that as far as girls, I have no chance. I'm not good looking, I don't have a birght personality, and I'm somewhat arrogant. I'm pretty much a lost cause. If I do find the right girl, it will be either a fluke or by the smallest chance possible. I've given up, due to these circumstances. I'll let life coast on its own.