October 19, 2004
I am crying, right now. I haven't cried like this in months. I think all it started off in PE, when I started contemplating my life. It is so boring and pointless. I wish I could be somewhere else, someone else. I tire of living alone, as I do. I don't want to die, just change. The actual crying started around 9:00 PM. I don't know why I started to cry, exactly, or even if there is a reason. I'm just not too happy, today.
Vicky wasn't at school today, which didn't bother me too much.
In Japanese, after I mentioned my Inuyasha collection, a girl I knew from before persuaded me to have a party. The date is unknown and the plans aren't completely known, but there are a few details.
During PE, we had a very interesting substitute. He acted as if he didn't know anything about the class, but that was alright. Sadly, I didn't get enough lifts done in class.
At lunch, I started off by eating with the normal people, and then wandered off, listening to music.
After school, I had to do a run. When I got there, I noticed a couple girls I knew last year. One of them is in my Japanese class, oddly enough. We talked a bit, and I started off the run while talking to one of them. Due to the fact that I continuously run them now, I left her in the dust as she began to walk. When I passed the other one, she jokingly told me to "get back here". My time on the run was 28:30±0:10 minutes. I gave one of the girls a hug, and then was on my way.